Rebirth

From the deep darkness overflowing in this world
Rose like feathers easily take birth
Rising within this deep sound of sadness
They float shyly through the sky
Waiting for someone to take them in
To faithfully gather them all
And turn them into silver blaze wings
To destroy this sinking world 
And make the peaceful times real again
Replacing the sounds of sadness
Into tingling bells of joy
And making the little starlights shine
As bright as the smiling faces
Of the kids you pass by
A world full of brightness
A world we can never see
Not without destroying this one from the roots.
Not without giving up who we are
Giving up this infected nature that we have
This so pleasant "humanity" ,
That we all display in the back of our hearts.

Fading

I was sitting in the corner of the room
Waiting for someone to remember
That I also had a name before
I was waiting for somebody to call
To reassure me that I am alive
That i am like anybody else
With a name with a life
But nothing happened and
I was left to crawl in that darkness
Losing myself more and more
Until nothing was left of me
I disappeared slowly from this world
I disappeared from everyone's hearts
More like did i even existed there?
Is there really someone who cares
For me for my well-being ?
Why ask questions when there are no answers?
I could only accept that i'm drifting away
It felt like none could touch my heart again
I was lonely ,I was mad
I forgot i was alive somewhere in time
I did exist in that place
For a bit even a second is enough
I just want to be in someone's arms
I want to feel what's like to be alive
To feel a person's warmth
To know what's like to love and be loved
I want to dream and believe in tomorrow
I want to feel all the sweet feelings of life
I want forget about this solitude
I want to laugh with the person next to me...
But there is no one next to me
There is nobody that could reach me
I'm trapped in this jail
In this never ending darkness
And the loneliness

I lay in bed and I start thinking
I remember all kinds of lines
Pictures start flowing in my mind
All kind of landscapes
Haunted houses, strange ghosts
Weird monsters and creepy romances
Everything seems so strange
Yet so real and close to me
It feels like they are
Just one hand away of me
I raise my hand and Puff
Everything is gone
This is so unfair ,
But I keep dreaming
With my eyes open
For the day when they won't disappear anymore
But I wonder why?
This seem so far away!

The regrets of time

I open my eyes
The sun shines so bright
I hold my hand up
It feels like every time
When was it...
That I was running all day
That i was laughing day by day
When was that?

I close my eyes
I see it so fine
The smile takes being
The beautiful childhood
So innocent ...
But now they are only...
Memories
I want to reverse time
to go back at that time
To smile with my soul
To feel with my heart
And speak what's in my mind

Now I just act how my head says
I say only what they ask
I hide myself in the depths of my heart
And wait for somebody to wake me up
And hoping that time will
Revers itself